UNTITLED (HOW DOES IT FEEL?)...

NO, no, no ! this is not on the D'angelo standing naked flexing his A-A's (awesome abs) type of post. But my question is, How Does it Feel? Dealing with people these days, maaaan ! To be completely honest, it's hard and slightly annoying. WAIT ! let me change annoying to frustrating. Alright, so we all have our own lives; responsibilities, priorities, interest, and we make our own decisions. We are all grown here, aren't we? I mean, I think so... I don't know about anyone else, but carrying myself is enough weight for me. I deal with my life daily (as i should) and it's not that easy, but not as hard as others. I enjoy it ! Of course I have those days where I feel down and out, but I then try to change that negative energy to positive energy. Let me just say this while I remember (i'm getting sleepy)... I've always been that person to help others, trying to make people smile and laugh, making them feel better and what not. Being a TRUE and GOOD friend. I'm not saying I am retiring from that because that is who i am... BUT (yes there is a BUT); i am saying this in the most unselfish way, It's time to focus on me (all attention HERE; *points to self). I'm not pushing anyone away (take it how you want it) but it is what it is. I'm never going to stop being there, it's just that people need to learn how to live their lives, do what they need to do to make themselves a better person, and their lives better. I can't live for you or be your tour guide, shxt i don't even have the directions to my own life (haha). From now on, if a solution to a problem is not an option... i am not talking about it... because that is all that is going to be done (talking). cliche shxt to say; it's 09 and its the year of Change... this year, RIGHT NOW ! shxt changes... it's time to move forward. To Rise. One more thing, I've always been one to hold my tongue, I've gotten more blunt these days... so expect me to keep it 100% + holding no words back :) people don't always want the truth; but i'll warn you first. If you ask, you shall receive. I won't be an axxhole about it nor will i apologize... so, HOW DOES IT FEEL? :) haha...

i am still working on me; there is so much to life that i plan to explore... i can't wait :) life is good...
_thank GOD !