Quick update; on me... (ranting on; random)

My chest is currently cramping (weird I know) and it's a bit painful to breath in and out; but I'm good, don't get me wrong I have no condition (that I know of); I think I just had too much junk food. Trying to kick the junk food habit is hard when you have no other food, I need to go grocery shopping. Let's see, so for those of you who do not know, I am a student; but honestly this school thing isn't going as good as I thought. I am lacking a few characteristics; and being lazy is a disease (haha). I've been twittering, blogging, i-m'ing and on other social networks more than I've been focused on school. Thats a problem. The truth is; I'm not into it, so I'll have to force myself; grrrrrr ! and so far it's not working. I start my corporate project management course this sunday and I just pray and hope that it will be something I am actually interested in. Economics and Business communication = boring. I need something to spark the little enthusiasm that I have left.

Don't you hate it when your mind says one thing and your body does another? overall irritating; I need some solutions. I've had this problem for a while now and I'd like to share it with all of you (and I am so serious); I have an addiction problem... I am addicted to computers. The specific computer I am addicted to at this moment, is this mac book I am typing on. Since middle school I've been that tech kid, but it's become a problem. I'm on all the time and too much. Computers have taken over my life and it's just sad. I've tried to stay away, I've been strong and stayed away for almost a week... but at this moment, I can't even do a week. I can't go without this computer for 3 days. I'm responsible for daily blog updates and of course I do what I love, write, and also read what other write. Not only do I write/red blogs, but I look at the latest fashion, watch the latest videos, listen to the latest music, and it sucks me all in... i'm too comfortable. I can spend up to almost 8 hours on a computer; smh. Alright; so my thing is this, I am planning on creating this solution to where I only spend a certain amount of time per day on the computer. Enough time to blog and be on my merry little way. So let's go ahead & give it a try; I'll update next week to let you know if I even attempted or not... haha; smh...

I've got a lot to talk about actually; but I won't be doing all the talking tonight. BTW ; I have been slacking on my post a bit; So I've been trying to step my game up a bit; I am certainly behind on posting some things (I got you ! you know who you are); I'm just an overall wreck; so let me work on it; bare with me :) plus I don't want to half axx post(s) that don't need to be halfaxx'd lol ; be patient with me please and thank you!

i'm off to sleep; more to talk about later. Goodnight;
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dauche.